So many kind words

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So many kind words were left to my last comment. I wrote it in the passion of the moment, I needed a shoulder to cry on, someone to hug and you were all there. Perhaps it is just cyberspace, but I feel your presence so strongly through the words you wove to guide me, lift me and carry me through a rough patch. It's ironic, in hindsight I am not surprised I broke down as I did..it was/is a year to the date all that horrible stuff happened. Most of you do not know what happened but I don't care to go much into it again. It involved a true hurt that haunts me even now from the person I trusted for over 20 years of my life above anyone else. I have forgiven,though even thats an involved situation,..but scars take time to heal.

I would just like to extend a heartfelt thank you to all your words, they honestly brought and are still bringing tears to my eyes. I feel again and again blessed to be a part of such a community and even to have a tiny sliver of a place in your hearts. You are all what makes it worthwhile to go on, you give me the strength and courage to face tomorrow. Amazing what a few words can do for one's resolve.

I wish you all the very best of Holiday seasons. May all your wishes and resolutions come to pass.


And now for something complleeteeellyyy different!



yuh..scary




Badge commission for Lizkay, though she isn't gonna use it for a badge XD still :D

I have a bit of tweaking top do on it yet but Lizkay, by all means use it as you like :)..I trust ya! I will send you a bigger version via e-mail and get the print made up tonight. Thank ya again for trusting me with her.



Foxfire icon..hope I got your chara right :).

and
finished version of that on dev. Erm..I need to edit the description, uploaded it right after the talk with my mom.

X_thor and Chika, havent forgotten about your icons. Patches, will start prelims as soon as I can, Kcrayven same..I'll send you a prelim of mid soon as I work it up. Guyver, will send your print as sooon as I have the chance to get to the post office. Firespace, haven't forgotten about your sketch commission, need to sit down and do a nice job of it.

I want to do more gift art, perhaps the spirit of the season shall usher new ideas and inspirations.

OH and deviant seems to still be toying with me, whats it been almost 2 months now? well im tired of their games.

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itr truly does make a difference, I think you just feel others pulling for you even if they dont know you in person and live quite far away..you guys are here with me in spirit and that makes a hugggeee difference :).

Have a happy Thanksgiving as well!!!