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Oct. 3rd, 2005 12:48 am
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So I remembered why I hated airports..the lines..the crazy people with staring issues...random strangers..of which all the foreigners seem magnetically attracted to me >_>..which I suppose would be well and fine if the did not proceed to spill their lives on me..which again would be well and fine as it would fritter away the what seemed like endless hours of mind numming airplane engine noise....but of course I always end up by the people that are either a. pathological liars or b. drug traders who have obviously sampled their products for quality control one time too many...or something or c. old dudes that hit on anything that moves. Meh all in all the flight was cool, I think it was good for me, since I have turned into a social hermit..afraid of human contact for fear of melting into a pile of sub human mush O_@...not that Im not already a pile of sub human mush WOOT.

Its been fun so far, we hit Carlisle...to all you fellow car geeks one of the biggest car events in the US. Unfortunately I did not enjoy the first half of my trip as I made the ginormous(stolen from trish :D) mistake of eating two plague dogs..as I came to call them(aka hotdogs)...as they gave me the worst stomach cramps of my whole life! GODS I thought I was gonna pass out...well as long as it was over a GTO judge that might have been liveable XD. But after 2 million +1 trips to the bathroom..I recovered and proceeded to feed my car fetish for the next 2 hours.

Then today we went to the Renaissance fair here in Maryland. In all our infinite dorkdom, Trish and I thoroughly enjoyed ourselves and gorged on assorted deepfried artery clogging medieval goodness. WOOT for the turkey drumstick the size of your head XD....and apparantly everything in medieval times could be put on a stick O_o so I learned. Our trip to the bowels of medieval times ended on a good note. I discovered, ask and yee shall receive...for just as I made the wish of finding Jack Sparrow among the bossom happy women...I discovered HIM...*hears angellic music and some offbrand rum jingle playing in the distance*. There was a dude dressed up like Jac Sparrow! And the best part was he didnt look totally gay! Well..you know what I mean. But then maybe I wanted him to look lke JOHNY s bad I imagined the whole thing..wait no I have pitures! (will show laterness..I only took 20 of him XD). And finally we found and payed the outrageous price of 12$ for an authentic Plague rat O_o..yes have pictures of that..will post later... I know this journal just gets better and better.

Then we worked on trish's cougie fursuit some tonight and are gonna continue tomorrow. I rather enjoy it and am now wanting a Balaa furuit...for no other reason than the "OMG I WANT" syndrome.

Akay so thats the update on the trip so far. Aside from that..as stupid as it probably is, I miss home...well not so much home but James. I feel corny but I think I didnt realize just how glued at the hip I was to him..Im going through withdrawl x.x. I just never realized I would miss him so terribly *huffs at self*.

I'l shut up now and actually make a feeble attempt at sleep XD.

To any of those I bored horribly with my long rant filled with OOHS and AAHS at every turn...I regret nothing.

Date: 2005-10-03 05:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] furrysantuary.livejournal.com
*Falls sleep* No! I actually read it all, very interesting. Hot dogs make you throw up? What's a plague rat?

Date: 2005-10-03 01:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xxbalaaxx.livejournal.com
a plague rat is basically supposed to be a diseased looking toy rat..They charged way too dang much for them..I must admit the ae kinda cool looking..but at the same tme it should be llegal to charge 12$ for a freagin toy rat made out of steel wool and pipecleaner O_o and a peachpit for the head. XD! And Im glad my life story of a journal dd not bore you rofl.

Date: 2005-10-03 05:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] autumn-sunrise.livejournal.com
Oooo, you're in Maryland! Not too far from me...*attackvisits!* LOL. Well, i would fi school wasn't such a butt. And OMG, GTO's! My dad has a '67....cars are awesome! And Ren Faire's are the BEST. I love those turkey drumsticks! And the hot, long-haired guys carrying swords...gotta love them. XD MWAHA! Glad you're having a good time, though, despite the hot dog fiasco. ;)

Date: 2005-10-03 01:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xxbalaaxx.livejournal.com
where do you live????? Well HOPEFULLY I will make it to anthrocon, lest m fiance lock me in a closet and deprive me of light for fear I shall run off and never come back. *steals a knight and drags him off to the privvies to perform all sorts of unholy and lewd acts. WOOT for knight groppage XD* I enjoyed myself though, I LOVE ren faires..I probably dress up..except not in the creepy women's outfits where your bossoms are on the brink of spilling from your corset O_O. *is traumatized for life from all the shiney jiggley spilling boooosssommmsss* *STEALS you away and marries you* ;;) ROFL!! I'm sorry havent gotten a cance to ennoy you on yim yet, but wrry not for I shall return *CACKLES*

*loom*

Date: 2005-10-04 11:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] stahi.livejournal.com
I -LIVE- in MD. So beware... <.< >.> *lurk*

Date: 2005-10-03 07:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dark-jaguar01.livejournal.com
Yay for the trivals of the airports. :P I have been through so many, you get use to it, trust me. lol I am glad you made it safely though, I hope you enjoy your vacation. You deserve it. XD have a wonderful and can't wait to chat with you when you get back. Later.

Date: 2005-10-03 01:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xxbalaaxx.livejournal.com
Oh Im used to the 'fun nonstop adventurous party' that is the airport...I just grow to dislike it more every year x.x. Well at least the flight was safe...I am grateful for that.

Date: 2005-10-03 12:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nanook123.livejournal.com
You forgot to mention all the boobies x.x

I was sooooooooooooooo scared, there were so many breasts everywhere *cradles self*

Especially the one with the horse tail...*screech*

Date: 2005-10-03 01:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xxbalaaxx.livejournal.com
*rolls into fetal position* SOOOO many....boobies..they are talking to me...OH GOD!

Date: 2005-10-03 05:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] growing-rose.livejournal.com
Mmmm ... cars .... I'd tap a Judge.

*snuggles* Sorry the plague dogs went evil on you! ....I think there's a trading card in Magic: The Gathering called Plague Dogs ...

Date: 2005-10-03 07:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dapplet.livejournal.com
OHEMMGODZJACKSPARROWNESS?!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PISHURES NOW PLZKTHXBAI.

Date: 2005-10-03 11:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] scullyiza-art.livejournal.com
Awwrrr...I miss you, Ana. :( Glad ya'll are having a good time though! :D

Date: 2005-10-04 05:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fyregryphoness.livejournal.com
I can't stand airports! XP To me, they're all too often crowded with people willing and able to run over you in order to make their flight.(especially some psychos with those roller bags! They're dangerous I tell ya, like speed demons! o___o") Not to mention, having to get there an hour or so early just so you can get an A or B class ticket. *_* Also, I tend to get REALLY bad headaches at airports. Not sure why...must be stress. *issecretlyafraidofflyingarrrrgh!!*

lol. I think I've complained enough now for today. XD Ignore me, please. It's late, I'm tired, but I hate going to bed. (I wanna stay up and doodle!..err draw) >_> yep.

Anyway, it sounds like you still had a lot of fun! =D I remember going to Eyore's Birthday Festival in Austin and they had HUGE pieces of turkey and bar-b-que on a stick. I've never seen anything like it. o_o" I wanted to get one, but I had just eaten elsewhere.

I'm sorry you got a stomach ache though. =( I'm extremely cautious of microwaveable pot pies now. I believe I somehow got solmenella poisoing from one. Needless to say, the loo become my good friend for a while. XD

Whoops! TOO MUCH INFORMATION! TOO MUCH INFORMATION! *runs wild*

Bored

Date: 2005-10-04 10:49 am (UTC)

Date: 2005-10-04 10:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] modelnightmare.livejournal.com
Actually I'm perplexed, I can not believe you actually talk this way, it's so.. feminine, not my fashion though.. just so terribly bizarre, it's as though you've left home so far behind that you feel free to express emotions with ease. I'm surprised is all, and I'm also sure you'll delete my comments... I am just having pretty bad insomnia and have been googling everyone out of boredom.

Date: 2005-10-04 09:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xxbalaaxx.livejournal.com
Alright my first reaction was, admittingly, WHO the HELL are you??? and might I add my jaw dropped 20 feet when I saw it was you. I did not have the slightest clue you had a livejournal. Why would you think I would delete your comment??? Since the fallout with mother I have not exactly kept the best contact with home. I have become a wholly different person from who I was when I lived with mother. I want to clear something up. I do not hate you, I absolutely never hated you...there was tension between us many times in our lives, however, that was to be expected. We are our own people and as such have our own lives and they may clash in some places. Yet that does not mean I hate you. I wrote you a long letter at one point after you left but I could not bring myself to send it. I suppose it was more a ay to sort my own muttled world of emotions..but I never hated you...ever.

I am happy to see how much success you are receivng, you deserve it. I only hope that with all the career success and the financial stablity, you will find happiness too..

Greetings

Date: 2005-10-04 10:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] modelnightmare.livejournal.com
Admittedly, I do think you are very talented, I actually considered going to school for graphic arts. I have a few very talented friends, one who even did the cover for many band albums, his own skateboard designs for his own skateboarding store and also designs various characters and backdrops and covers for games such as Final Fantasy, so I have a great deal of respect for anyone who can works for hours on end to create what is requested of them for obligatory reasons such as work or for personal reasons(because you bleed art). I pretty much edit all of my own modeling photos and also images for a modeling and acting agencies, and also create/design layouts for various projects(written & visual)....

my true passion however is Forensics and literature. I wrote a book while in jail and also a compilation of poetry. Just little tidbits, I couldn't walk after my injury, I was crippled but with intensive Yoga I rehabilitated, I literarily had my bones tearing true my muscles, the doctor's mutilated me, a butch job as they say so my body is not even whatsoever. Funny thing is that I'm getting professional modeling gigs even though I have two gunshot wounds and a 10 inch incision wound. I'm going to be going to the doctor to get check for thyroid dysfunction, breast cancer and Lupis. I'm pretty ill everyday but still try to work myself to the bone. It's difficult for me to stand up somedays, I have to take energy pills, about 5 different supplements, I eat a very healthy restricted diet, exercize and do Yoga, but none-the-less I'm still plagued by my health.

So I have an idea actually, if possible I'm having a birthday party here on the 21st, or around there, my first celebration ever, would you like to come? I'm still dirt poor but I'd help scrape up the money if you'd be willing to come. I feel you and I have the most in common, haven't you noticed we all became ourselves/saw that we are very kind people once we escaped that farmtown hellhole? It was beautiful there in some aspects, I loved Pettie, I liked our endless jogs around the fields and moi expensive mansions, but our home was always so dark-stressful and complicated.

Just to let you know, all of my charges were dropped, I NEVER touched or hurt anyone, I do have one charge that is basically a play with semantics, the place where I live is called the Kill-Box, officers here are trigger happy, they aimed for my heart but missed because I was wearing a poncho 70s type top. I still retained all of my friendships because people know I was a good person, what happened was that I wasn't put under supervision as instructed by law, I actually went to the hospital to get treatment and requested tests and additional help but no one took it very seriously. Atleast I have an accomplishment from it all, two entire books and many more ideas.

I dyed my hair black because I don't want to be noticed, besides everyone treated me like a child, I want to fade into the background and prefer to observe rather than participate.

Let me know if you'd be interested in visiting me, I have no contact with Olga, she's a bit off, self-dwelling at times.. I just feel there is no need to be in contact with someone if they'll only upset me, but I must say, I like the person you have become, you've really bloomed a lot in a positive way. Just let me know if you'd like to come up to my party, it will be in a large lounge type areas run by Persian and Russian friends of mine, very intimate and sophisticated, I do not do alcohol and the like very often, I just enjoy that atmosphere.

Re: Greetings

Date: 2005-10-04 11:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xxbalaaxx.livejournal.com
I keep in contact with mother because though, expecially now (I won't go into the story of what happened), I realized I had to distance myself from her. James took me away from her and I think I have become a stronger person because of it. However, I keep in contact simply for the fact that 1. she is my mother and however much I hate some of the things she has done(most of which maybe she did not even intend to hurt us) she is still my only mother. 2 I hate holding grudges, hate only destroys me and makes MY life harder and 3. I am still building her website. Other than that I live my own life, I am not exactly a rich person but you know? I am happy and I do what I love for a living. I much rather create art than work in a deadend job that kills my soul slowly. This is what I love and I will continue to do it until I stop loving it.

As for your birthday, it would be nice to see you again, however I have two reservations. If I were to see you again, as long as it has been I'd much rather it be one on one and second I am actually attending an art convention that week so I definetly will be pressed for time. I have made some consderation for going to an art convention in January which is held in San Jose in. I am not sure whether I can or not, but I have no doubt our paths will cross(and hopefully soon). I always wshed you and I would remain close...as you know I was never exactly close to Gert or Igor. I was more the happy medium for everyone, ie the neutral Switzerland in our family. That in itself was not an easy place. I do not keep in contact with Gert, he has some growing up to do before I can face him again and Igor will always be the same way. I do not wish ill on anyone in my family as it does nothing for me to do so. I wish everyone the best their lives can give them and wish them to find ther own happiness. I have forgiven those that have hurt me in the past, some scars have not healed (but time will see to that. After all, those bad things in our lives made us who we are. I would like to believe, however horrible and dark some memories are, they have made us stronger in the end). So I live my life one day at a time and remember to find joy with the small things in life. If you would rather write me, my e-mail is xxbalaaxx@yahoo.com. I check it everyday and certainly it would be much more private to write e-mail rather than here in lj.
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