Date: 2005-07-24 01:20 pm (UTC)
The reason I got friends is with you it's cause you live in usa and you have a starbux around, so you might send me a frozen choclat milkshake XD


no, TBH, when I was reading 'censored' journal, I saw these mean things and bla bla bla about you, and I thought it was time I'd check it out, and what I saw is not what 'censored' said.
I saw totally the opisit, you are such a kind person, and I'm glad to have you as a friend
and I can agree on the point of friends loosing online can hurt just as loosing in Real Life

No I don't like you cause you are populair, I like you cause of who you are.
And if people like you for just being populair, so they can crick up their reputation, i suggest dump them
Cause they are nothing but bad people, and lie to you in your face.
REcently a friend of mine said: "well carrie you are quite populair"
and I ran off T°T
I know he's right, just a bit, but that's not what I want to believe
I don't want to be populair,
There once was this girl I admired(who's mighty and highly populair), and finally after one year of hard trying to get friends with her, (just cause she's got cool art and she seems so nice on her journals and bla bla bla)
I got to see the real her,
so mean, i never thought I'd think this of a person, but whenever I hear her name I say: "snake"
I remember her moaning on my aim saying, i want that neopetsbrush so badly

I started doing neopets commissions, (while people putted them online for their own contests) and made np's with it
at the end I said, : do you want them?
she: sure! i'd love to (via her bf's aim cause she was at his place)
And when I finally gave them, she blocked me
7 months later, I hear somany mean rumours about me, (wich she spreaded telling people i'm annoying, stupid person)
and I ask her in a mail:
Do you hate me? or are you angry at me?
she replied:
No I do not hate you, nor I'm angry at you, I just dislike you
you are so annoying and bug the crap out of me, so please leave me alone and leave 'bf's name' out of it.

More rumours have spreaded, and finally her friends are talking to me and more and more, but i keep wondering, are they talking to me, to make the mock out of me? or to see if she's right?
or are they really talking to me ... for me?

Ever since I hate populair people, they are exeptions, cause I know them like 2-4 years
But, that's why I feel down about everything lately,
you know what just happend with you know who
and yeah...
I just don't know who to trust anymore

*huggles you* I know i can trust you with it :3
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