Somewhat on topic today

Well Ive been at least progressing with my commissions, finished two today and finally got info on 3 others..so life is good. For the most part after a truly wonderful talk with Mearu last night, the cloud of depression has lifted. I believe I figured out what was crimping me...a rather...uncomfortable memory of the past that recently reemmerged from the shadows. To make it short without spilling sensitive details...it involves some hurtful feelings I inflicted on my fiance as a result of another 'person'. I made a stupid mistake in my life and hurt the one man that means the world to me. Funny how just as you think you have resolved past issues, something jarrs your memory and the hurt boils back up. But at least this time I know where my commitment and love belongs..without a single doubt in my mind. For that I am thankful..because living with the question of "what if?" can turn your life into utter misery

Aside from that for some reason I dared to dip my feet into animation again...OH GEEZE I am hopeless when it comes to animation..for some reason I could never get the hang of it...I understand the concept of motion but I just cant draw it...I spose we all have our strengths and weaknesses but part of me would like to improve in animation..not for any professional reasons but just because I always wanted to do some animations for the hey of it.

Anyway the first is an idea for a bouncing icon O_o..dont ask XD

the second is Balaa crappily saying no..OMG I suck..please dont laugh..they both took me prolly at most 15 minutes XD

( craptastical animations..SHIELD YOUR EYES XD )

OC MADNESS

Well in the past few weeks, what with james getting the new job and me switching to gravyeard..I havent really seen much of me bestest best bud, Nanook123, and even when we did catch each other our conversations were brief at best...I freakin missed her! So today we both oced...and gods did I miss doing that! Its amazing how much fun being random can be XD! So ifn you arent too bored, feel free to paruze our madness. The orangeish sketches are Nookies..and the maroon colored ones are mine.

( OC madness....fwahahahaha )

Thats all for now...my supply of mangos, it seems, has been pilfered....those blasted lemurs deny that they stoleded em..but I have the slimey seeds to prove it. May the pygmy gods smite them with the royal golden mango ceptor(sp?)