Somewhat on topic today
Jul. 17th, 2005 02:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
balaaWell Ive been at least progressing with my commissions, finished two today and finally got info on 3 others..so life is good. For the most part after a truly wonderful talk with Mearu last night, the cloud of depression has lifted. I believe I figured out what was crimping me...a rather...uncomfortable memory of the past that recently reemmerged from the shadows. To make it short without spilling sensitive details...it involves some hurtful feelings I inflicted on my fiance as a result of another 'person'. I made a stupid mistake in my life and hurt the one man that means the world to me. Funny how just as you think you have resolved past issues, something jarrs your memory and the hurt boils back up. But at least this time I know where my commitment and love belongs..without a single doubt in my mind. For that I am thankful..because living with the question of "what if?" can turn your life into utter misery
Aside from that for some reason I dared to dip my feet into animation again...OH GEEZE I am hopeless when it comes to animation..for some reason I could never get the hang of it...I understand the concept of motion but I just cant draw it...I spose we all have our strengths and weaknesses but part of me would like to improve in animation..not for any professional reasons but just because I always wanted to do some animations for the hey of it.
Anyway the first is an idea for a bouncing icon O_o..dont ask XD
the second is Balaa crappily saying no..OMG I suck..please dont laugh..they both took me prolly at most 15 minutes XD
(for zeh sweetie)
(OMGZ I actually got commissioned to do some of these O_O...Im err surprised...I didnt think much of em..just kinda fun colorful and yesh shparkly iconnesssss
Aside from that for some reason I dared to dip my feet into animation again...OH GEEZE I am hopeless when it comes to animation..for some reason I could never get the hang of it...I understand the concept of motion but I just cant draw it...I spose we all have our strengths and weaknesses but part of me would like to improve in animation..not for any professional reasons but just because I always wanted to do some animations for the hey of it.
Anyway the first is an idea for a bouncing icon O_o..dont ask XD
the second is Balaa crappily saying no..OMG I suck..please dont laugh..they both took me prolly at most 15 minutes XD
(for zeh sweetie) (OMGZ I actually got commissioned to do some of these O_O...Im err surprised...I didnt think much of em..just kinda fun colorful and yesh shparkly iconnesssss