You made perfect sense..though I know that feeling...I have been feeling that way all day unfortunately x.x. Im glad I am an inspiration to people like you..you are a truly talented person....trust me you will surpass what you think you cant achieve ;). I have been in that same boat where I just stared and stared at someones work just dreaming of being half that good. There are still many artists I do do that too...and perhaps one day I will achieve those things I dream of for myself as will you.

*snugs da Daanzi* Sometimes I do forget how lucky I am to be surrounded by such genuinely loving people..for that I am sorry. *big floofs to you*