YES hands make me scream too..but I've decided I have no choice..I must learn..I need a mirror though so I can pose my hand in more ways..its an interesting way to learn. Also studying the skeletal structure of feline paw actually helps too *pouts and wants to have her anatomy books here and not 200 miles away at parent's house* fwah.

and thank you for all the well wishes :)..I am sure things will look up! *huuuugNUZZLE*